Tuesday, November 30, 2010

The DREAM lives on... :)

i've always wanted to travel... TRAVELLING is the best thing eveeeer! it's been my ultimate goal to travel around the world and to explore and experience another culture and activities. 

when i knew GEOGRAPHY and HISTORY, it was like the turning point in my life. I've been more engaged to reading books about history - whether it be local, national or global and also viewing photos and reading materials about geography. This started when i was in Grade 2 i think when my parents bought the complete set of ENCYCLOPEDIA. [char! kung sa uban ilang basahon kai children's books, ako encyclopedia na! >:D] I was attracted to it, and so i started reading it. But, there were only specific pages in the books that i was fond of..... u know what? PICTURES of the different places around the world.  And then, i started reading the country's profile - capital city, population, population density, GNP, economy, history, exports and imports and many more!! haha. this is not the usual thing a Grade 2 or 3 student should be reading. Yes, it's weird, but i feel glad and happy about it. :)

my interest about these things did not stop, even until now. The fire in me is still burning!!! atik! if i have spare time, with the help of the internet, i get to still see all these beautiful and even ugly places. :) it's sad though, 'cuz this time, i only get to see them in pictures, not to see them in my very own eyes. But the hope is not ceasing at all! :) i admit i get jealous with my friends who have been abroad and enjoying their travel to the fullest. i just feel that 'hey! let it be my turn!' 

with all of these sad things, the dream still lives on. I still think that i can do it! it may take a long time but hey, life is full of surprises! who knows, an unknown stranger would invite me to go abroad for free! HAHAHA! just kidding.

Giving up is a choice, but i choose not to give up in my dream. People who give up shows that they are weak and I'm not weak! I'm strong physically, emotionally, spiritually and mentally. So i don't think there's a reason for me to say, "i give up". 

Life is full of challenges, and reaching our dreams is a challenge. If we still have the guts, why stop? But again, in the end, it's our choice whether we want to stop or continue challenging ourselves to reach the finish line. I choose not to stop. How about you? :)

Monday, November 29, 2010

feels like INSOMNIA. :)

heeey guys! this is my first major blog. :) 


gosh. what am i thinking? creating a blog during a time where people are already snoring? in short, TULOG na tanan ba! :)) hahaha!


maybe this is a product of insomnia. i can't even remember why i even have this sickness??? [shall i call this sickness? i don't know the right word] who do you think i am to blame? hmmm. well, i think it's safe for me to say that SCHOOL is the main reason for me being an insomniac. you may wonder why? well, ask my classmates in high school.. they know and most of them maybe are also insomniacs. :) hahaha! 


i get used to sleeping very late at night doing assignments, homeworks, and also, studying for the next day! and one of the major disavantages that i really don't like is that insomnia limits my capability to stand taller than i am right now. in short, LISOD MAGPATAAS! huhu. :(( study shows that sleeping is major tool for people to grow taller... 


the question is, how can i be tall when i even don't have time to sleep? i hate it when teachers say that we students should get enough sleep so that we would be 'alive' for the next day. well, first, stop giving us lots of things to do!!! gosh. 


well, i hate being an insomniac. i told this problem to my mom and i like that she's also very concerned about this. she's been helping me since then. :)


aside from being so negative about this, i think that me being an insomniac also gave me benefits. haha! you may wonder why, but here are one of a few reasons:


first, i get to use the PC as many hours as i want until i feel the drowsiness in me. :) haha! evil much? internet for a couple of hours, then playing PC games in the next hour. hahaha! who says i am a NERD? i play a lot u knoe. :D 


second, every time i am loaded with so many things to do for the next day, i get to finish them all because i worked at them during DAWN! [well, i admit though, not all the times i do this. >:)] well, i usually do this especially when i'm tired from school so i get sleep at night then wake up in the middle of the night. try it! it usually works! [mga 50% chance that you'll wake up! :D]


third, faster internet connection! haha! i wonder why our connection in the house gets a lot faster than that during the day.. allergic to sunlight ang net? WEIRD! :)) you know i am not a patient person, so i get frustrated easily whenever i wait for a long time. hmmm.. well, luckily, i don't get WILD whenever i'm frustrated. haha! kung wild pa ko, wala nay computer sa balay kay cge na cguro nako ug bundak! :)) hahaha! 


how do i end this? hmmm. i'll just say that it's actually the person's choice if he/she wants to be an insomniac or not... but, generally, mas bug.at ang disavantages kaysa sa advantages. but in the end, it's ur choice. :)










HALA! ayusa nga first blog! nalingaw ko! :) hahaha! ^^. i think it's time for me to say goodbye and i hope i could create a new one in the future! 


i'm glad i don't make this as a requirement in school.. i am free to say what i have to say and to use whatever medium i want. :) BWAHAHA! >:)


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